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Frail

CD Cover: Frail


Too many days
Too many days I wake up with an aching
Too many days have been wasted like sand
Too many hours have gone by without notice
Too many times I’ve let go of your hand

Lay by the sea, bury all of your fear
Lady lay
Lay by the sea, you are wild, you are free
You are daughter of mercy, daughter of strength

All of the time I’m reminded of failures
My tongue has bathed in spit from a thief
(I am) dancing as close as I can to desire
(I am) repeating my shortcomings loud to myself

Lay by the sea, bury all of your fear
Lady lay
Lay by the sea, you are wild, you are free
You are daughter of mercy, daughter of strength

Too many years have been wasted like money
Too many nights I wake up with a cry
Too many years have gone by without notice
Too many times I have wanted to die

Lay by the sea, bury all of your fear
Lady lay
Lay by the sea, you are wild, you are free
You are daughter of mercy, daughter of strength

The snow has killed
You promised to give me a garden
You promised to give me a song
But the snow has killed all the flowers
And the winter seems to be long

It’s Christmas time and you’re hurting me
It’s Christmas time and you’re hurting me
It’s Christmas time and you’re hurting me
again

You gave me your word of protection
You gave me your word and a smile
While the darkness covered our faces,
The morning discovered the ice

It’s Christmas time and you’re hurting me
It’s Christmas time and you’re hurting me
It’s Christmas time and you’re hurting me
again

Kissing me
You beside me
I have tried to hide all I can hide
Afraid you’ll see me
and be scared by all the thoughts I’ve tied

Reconciliation
My pride dying every day
Days of wondering
Confusion playing all it’s games

You - holding me
I am holding my breath in dismay
You - kissing me
Kissing me

Slowly melting water -
Clean the dirt and clean some space
Right beside me -
I can smell vibrations from your face

You - holding me
I am holding my breath frightfully
You - kissing me
Kissing me

You - holding me
I am holding my breath frightfully
You - kissing me
Kissing me

Take my heart away
Winter skies
I felt nice
Went to dance
You asked me for romance

I fell down
To the ground
You said
Don’t be afraid
I’m here to stay

Take my heart away

Clouds were thick
I got panic
All my thoughts
are influenced by fear

Logic failed
I am nailed
Warm hand come
and break my chains today

Take my heart away
Take my heart I’m lost
please show a way

Mr. Iceman
I will love you Mr. Iceman
Even though I know you do not want my love at all
I will love you Mr. Iceman
Even though you say you do not need someone who cares

You know I’ve seen your bitter smile
You know I’ve seen your shaking heart behind that suit
You know I know about your mother

I will love you Mr. Iceman
Even though I know you do not want my love at all

You know I’ve seen your tears at night
You know I’ve seen your shaking heart behind that suit
You know I know of all your troubles

Pain
I’ve got pain in my body
But I’m sure it will pass
I’ve got pain in my body
But I’m sure it will pass

Now - my father died of a deadly disease
And my mother died of a deadly disease

I’ve got pain in my body
But I’m sure it will passI’ve got pain in my body
I don’t need any doctor- no
I’ve got pain in my body
I don’t need any healer

Now - my sister died of a deadly disease
And my brother died of a deadly disease

I’ve got pain in my body
But I’m sure it will pass
But I’m sure it will pass at last

Natural silence
Natural silence surrounding my words
I am longing for more and you open your hand

As I grab what you give me I am covered in blood
Simple song, are you simple?

And I laugh while I’m dancing
And I cry while I kneel

Restless girl
She’s addicted to her own pain
She’s been listening to that song so many times
Her tears - her only drink
To herself she’s a stranger

Restless girl
You’ve got a home but you do not see it
Restless girl
What is your fear?

Her mind is full of anger
Still there’s no one to blame
Her hate is getting stronger
So - she yells and curses his name

Restless girl
You’ve got a home but you do not see it
Restless girl
What is your fear?

Restless girl
You’ve got a home but you do not see it
Restless girl
What is your fear?

The blue tones are calling you again and you follow
The voices are calling you again and you listen to them
They tell you how weak you are
And you, you… you give them right

Restless girl
You’ve got a home but you do not see it
Restless girl
What is your fear?

Will you say
Will you say you recognize my voice
Will you say you have enjoyed our conversations
Will you say you recognize my voice
Will you take my hand, Will we rejoice
On that day, when we meet
Will you hug me and say:
-I have heard you
I have heard you pray

Will you recognize my voice
Will you say:
-oh that is her
Will you say:
-I have been longing to see you face to face
I have seen you
And although you’ve made mistakes
I have heard you when you pray
I have heard you pray

Because I'm dead
I want no fire on my gown
I want to run for golden crown
Not that the crown is final goal
But final rest for tired soul